hearing him
breathe.
I like the sharp intake of breath, I like the unconscious movement. I like watching men masturbate or have sex because they don't act concerned about how they look. you can tell when it's forced. you can tell when it's just for appearance.
in my dreams, I'm with women. they're all softness and posture. they want to please. in my fantasies, I'm a man, taking what I want, acting on instinct. I know reality doesn't match these stereotypes, and I'm fine with that. it's not how I would really want things. but in my head, there are no lost erections or strange sensations. so I can pare things down to their simple components and pretend that sex is easy.
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