I can't sleep. so I figure it's a combination of hunger, the chocolate I ate, the nap I had earlier, and maybe the amount of time I spent staring at a screen this evening.
I can't sleep, so I keep thinking about how I've been asking troy to come over to take care of the cat, since he moved out before the new roommate could move in. no reason for it. not that I can see. other than the aforementioned chick.
can't sleep so my mind wanders to shiny. wonder how he's doing. but not enough to call, or ask our mutual contacts. not enough to actually want to know. thinking about the silence my therapist told me could be an answer. thinking about how I hate passive aggressiveness. even more than I hate passiveness.
can't sleep so I'll probably miss spanish class in the morning. couldn't sleep last night either, thanks to cramps and the neurosis my cat now possesses. I don't blame her.
can't sleep so I started thinking about the shit I need to do. call my psychiatrist, call my doctor, call the gas and electric company, make all these calls I find impossible to make. thinking about the painting I need to work on, and the paper I need to write, and the book I need to read. trying to figure out when I'll have time for it.
can't sleep so I was considering how I could get a medical marijuana card. not so I can smoke, but so I can cook and have little treats that help calm me down. you know, help me sleep.
can't sleep so I wonder how people are doing. wonder where they are. wonder why I don't hear from them.
can't sleep. I miss everyone.
can't sleep. I wonder if sleep can't me.
I wonder if people miss me.
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I've been in that boat before.
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