04 August 2010

why can't I just get a good night's sleep?

I miss my mom and I miss shiny. I didn't cry at all yesterday and I don't think I did on monday either. a friend came over monday and we cleaned my room. I've felt pretty great since then.
but now Pants has cropped up again. this time it's not me he's fucking with. not directly, at least. but it's still fucking with my head. so now I'm crying again and I am just so tired of life going up and down.
the up is nice, but I know it's just gonna end.
the down sucks, but it's really hard to see out of it when I'm in it. I can always talk myself down, but I don't know how to raise myself up.
this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass

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