do you call this clarification or wishful list-making?

things that don't matter today:
how I think people view me
people that I think don't like me
the cold
where I have been
people that left me behind
the people I left
the times I didn't die
the times I did die
empty eyes
broken hearts
love lost
love left
exes
trust
mistrust
distrust
everything that ever hurt me
love
loose ends
anything left unspoken
pain

things that matter today:
all the places in between